First I met with she at college

20 April 2008 -

This day is my first day to step in the college...
but...actually according to my style,i had to wear
very sharp apparel to college.But that day,
i only a T-shirt and jean on wore...don know why?


We went into the student hall of this college...

The hall was big enough,not liked secondary school.

There was crowded,'people mountain people sea'.
We were line up there in order and waited for register.


After registered,i and my friends were being distributed
into different group respectively!I'm group 7...
I walked up to my group,"excuse me,can i sit here?"
(I asked to one girl beside)"Yes,sit down pls!"
(she smile on me and said)
//That day was my first day met at her...//





~~ Lesson 2 ~~
The 2nd day,we were still arrived be4 9a.m.
We line up in front the canteen, after that
GF & AGF bought us to visited surround the college.

Then, we had a talked at CDK1, a big lecture hall.
(inside there almost like the cinema)
I found a seat and seat down, at the same time
the girl(she) seat beside me^^.

When the lecturer joking, she smile,smile and smile.
Smile on me u know....i'm feel very shy that moment^^
but i oso feel that very pleased.
that day we still haven't recognized yet.

~~ Lesson 3 ~~
The day after day, we oso sitting at the canteen
and to have a lunch as often. But this time she
start to have a conversation to my friend.
Unconsciously, me oso joined in to their conversation.
At the same time we oso interchanged hp for keep in touch.
On tat times, we know each other.

That times i knowing tat she is study wat course.
Same wit my tat friend but different class.


~~ Lesson 4 ~~
The last day of the o'week.
During the station game,
me & she oso not too active.
Therefore, sometimes we hav common talking-point.

After that day, we apart from each other & less meet together.

~~ Lesson 5 ~~
After a long period , we all r succeed and in year 2 alrdy...
I finally get up the courage to say to her in my heart,
At first she does't promise me.
She say she need to consider first....
day after day, that moment make me lose my confidence.
may be that, i think that i am failed confession.

During the time she havent give me the answer,
many things had happened, that time i unable to bear the pressure that i was faced. Finally i had make a decision, i choose to give up.

But who know, after few day.
She give me her ans, yes.
Originally i must feel happy. But i am not.
But at that moment, i have no courage to faced wif she.
I only said to she, "we be frenz would be better".
I know that hurt, but... really sorry.
Finally we juz be frenz only. I hope that u can hav ur blessed.